I wish I don't love him anymore. 'Worst relationship ever', he said. But he did take it back and I hope he really didn't mean it. Maybe it really isn't working out anymore. No matter how hard, I know I can make it. I just need time but I can't have the space I need yet. It's gonna be hard on that very day we are gonna say goodbye for good. I don't know when.
I can cry all day and still not feel any better. I can think all day and still not get the answer I need. I can make myself hate him all day but still feel how much I love him. I can remember all day the hings he did that have hurt me and still want him with me.
How can I be so stupid? People are confusing me. They give many good advices but none of them can stay in my mind. I'd still stay problematic and be wondering all night what is the right thing to do.
I hope I can just run away. I am tempted. So tempted to just pack my bags and never be heard again. Until a few weeks later through facebook.
I can cry all day and still not feel any better. I can think all day and still not get the answer I need. I can make myself hate him all day but still feel how much I love him. I can remember all day the hings he did that have hurt me and still want him with me.
How can I be so stupid? People are confusing me. They give many good advices but none of them can stay in my mind. I'd still stay problematic and be wondering all night what is the right thing to do.
I hope I can just run away. I am tempted. So tempted to just pack my bags and never be heard again. Until a few weeks later through facebook.
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