I just feel like I need to say this while it is still in my mind and its how I feel at the moment. I hope one day I can tell him this:
'I don't want to wait for you anymore. I don't want to wait for to break my heart again when you say it's not gonna work out (because you have not chosen me). I don't want to be one of your options, again. I don't want a WE'LL SEE. If you want me then be with me and fight for me to stay. But if you are not sure then I don't want to hope for anything anymore to be with someone who has desires for other women.
You are distancing your self from me. Are you afraid? Afraid that I am not good enough for you and you are missing out on better women?
Don't be selfish and leave me hanging. I need to decide what to do with my life. It is not all about you don't forget that. I am a human being! I have my own life and I can do what I want.
I'm actually stronger than before. I am not so hurt anymore so I'd like to stay this way. Let me be now and I'll do what's right for me. You can keep doing what you want without hurting me.
Goodluck and hope you find someone that will satisfy you.'
It is true I feel stronger than before. If I wouuld write this down last week I would be in tears now, but I don't feel anything at all at this moment! Life will be better for me. I have travelled alone before again and I know I can do it better. I can now follow my dreams. :)
'I don't want to wait for you anymore. I don't want to wait for to break my heart again when you say it's not gonna work out (because you have not chosen me). I don't want to be one of your options, again. I don't want a WE'LL SEE. If you want me then be with me and fight for me to stay. But if you are not sure then I don't want to hope for anything anymore to be with someone who has desires for other women.
You are distancing your self from me. Are you afraid? Afraid that I am not good enough for you and you are missing out on better women?
Don't be selfish and leave me hanging. I need to decide what to do with my life. It is not all about you don't forget that. I am a human being! I have my own life and I can do what I want.
I'm actually stronger than before. I am not so hurt anymore so I'd like to stay this way. Let me be now and I'll do what's right for me. You can keep doing what you want without hurting me.
Goodluck and hope you find someone that will satisfy you.'
It is true I feel stronger than before. If I wouuld write this down last week I would be in tears now, but I don't feel anything at all at this moment! Life will be better for me. I have travelled alone before again and I know I can do it better. I can now follow my dreams. :)
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